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He nodded, biting back at my mouth. His teeth nipped and I flinched with
pleasure. His breath hit my lips; his words light with humor. Why do you keep asking
me? Are you worried, Holden? Don t you want to fuck me?
What? Of course I do. You know what I m going to do?
That s what the Internet is for. Stop worrying. I just haven t done it.
I licked his neck, the water mixing with the tang of his skin and then I placed my
lips against the shell of his ear. Turn around.
He spun around, pressed his palms against the shower wall and water flowed
down the neat ridge of his spine. I shoved his hair from his face, tangled my fingers into
the thick wet strands until his hair filled my hand and I seized him the way I d wanted
to for days. I drew his head back.
Oh God. I had him.
Fear stabbed me in the heart what was I doing? Was he right? Was I having
second thoughts? I should be gentle with him. I should be kind. I shouldn t touch him,
or at the very least, if I did touch him, I should love him slow and steady and teach him
how to do this with tenderness and probably wait until he was sober as well but
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some monster inside of me was still furious at being called damaged. I was twisted
wrong and yet, he seemed to appreciate it. Possibly he didn t even notice it. Spread
your legs for me.
He did, shuffling his strong feet apart. The shower rained over his shoulder, his
front, his sides, and water flowed down his body in a glorious river that ran off his
nipples and over his cock and streamed hotly into my hand snuggled tight around his
balls. Lean back.
He leaned and I pressed his firm round ass into my groin. I laid my teeth on the
corded tendon on his neck. He tried to lead my hand to his dick, but I slid my fingers
back and rimmed his tense, taut little hole. I m going to go right in here. Stuff my
entire dick so far inside you I m going to stretch you and you re going to like it.
I know I will.
I grabbed the shower gel, slicked my fingers and then I tipped Adam s chin,
needing him to see me. His hyacinth-colored eyes stared unflinchingly back. Has
anyone touched you at all?
He shook his head and relief and joy and lust made me rough with him. You can
make as much noise as you like it s going to hurt. And then it s going to feel like
nothing else. Like heaven. I promise.
I kissed him, his mouth opened to me as his body opened. I slid a finger into his
untried ass, soap making the entry of my fingertip easy. He was so tight. I lapped water
from his shoulder and breached his rim while his breath caught. His channel tightened
around me. Relax. You can touch yourself while I feel you.
I want to touch you.
Oh, baby, you are going to touch me. I probed inside his body, knuckle deep
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now, my finger seeking paradise. You re so fucking tight. My cock throbbed to be in
there.
I knew when I hit it, felt his pleasure spot even as his hand clutched my leg,
clawing into my thigh. He jerked his dick hard and made that sound I love to hear.
High and pleased and shocked. I slid another finger gently into his dark hole, so
desperate to get inside I thought I might come on his nuts before I made my way in.
Wait.
His tone gave me pause. Does that hurt?
He nodded and I slowed down, stopping to nuzzle his back and let him rest. We
waited in the hot spray as gallon after gallon of water eased his stiff shoulders. I kissed
his neck, tasted the soft lobe of his ear. Then I squirted gel on my hand, drizzling it over
my curved fingers, and stroked the depth of his passage. I petted him from the inside
until he tipped back and lifted his ass to me. That s it. Oh yeah baby, that s it.
I was going to come before I got in there. I knew it.
And so was he. I m going to come.
Don t. Not yet. I stopped him and wrestled his hand to my dick. His cheek
pressed into the wall and he panted weakly, trying to sit on my hand, trying to fuck the
tile, trying to lose himself into the fury. Calm down. I kissed his jaw and withdrew
my fingers.
I found the condom on the floor. Will you put this on me?
He fumbled, nearly dropping the slippery package on the shower floor, but his
smile was bright and his eyes shone electric blue against his chestnut lashes. Adam
bent, dropping to his knees, and licked the bulb of my cock. He opened and allowed me
to slide deep. Water streamed around his hand and I thrust inside my young lover. I
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was going to go straight to hell for this. I absolutely did not care. I felt not one iota of
remorse because he loved me fucking his mouth as much as I did.
Adam got me ready, rolling the condom on. He didn t know what to do next, where
to turn or how I wanted him. I snapped the water off and, taking him by his broad,
callused hand, I led him into my bedroom. Soaking wet, I bent that gorgeous boy over
the edge of my bed and did what I d been dying to since I first laid eyes on him pushing
a wheelbarrow through my neglected garden. I spread his sweet ass, lubed him and
wedged my wide crown right into his virgin opening. I held him softly and pressed my
cock in as slowly as I could while he thrashed and moaned into the duvet. Yeah. I
know. Just breathe, Adam. It ll pass. Breathe.
The bedding bunched into his fists and we waited. Sweat and water dripped down
my forehead. I caressed the unblemished white flesh of his buttocks, soothing him.
I m okay.
Oh, you re better than okay, sweet thing. I d say you re absolutely exquisite. I slid
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